Look I am ignorant, mostly non functional, and incapable of more things a 28 year old woman should be capable of.
After all, I've spent most of my life in bed due to chronic pain, crippling depression, PTSD, anxiety, and BPD. I've lived my life and learned about the world (HA!) through movies and books. I'm pretty detached from reality.
I pretty much told you this going into the relationship. I don't know why I woke up with this script in my head. I just hope you continue to stick around this troubled airheaded child-like creature that I am.
Not that I want to rely on you to be my knight in shining armor or anything. I've (mostly) given up that troupe and can (mostly) function enough to survive - and I'm (mostly) getting better.
I just needed to get that out.
Love,
Crazy BPD GF
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