Tuesday, November 19, 2019

A Moment of Self Indulgence

Dear BF,

I wish you could read my mind. Only the good parts though, the parts you'll agree with and not think I'm totally crazy for. That you would just know the things I am too afraid to say out loud.

Today you said I was beautiful. I want more of that.

I also want you to come over more often, but I'm afraid to say it more often.

I'd like an estimate on orgasms. Not that my blessing in multiples has been left unattended, but my expectation and total satisfaction is confusing. Totally satisfied while expecting even more satisfying drenchedness.

I want you to tell me you love me and want to be with me forever. Or at least until things burn down.

I like how great you are with kid, I want more of that co-parent like support.

I just want you and I want you to want me too.

Your Crazy BPD GF

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